Life Up !

Ya Alloh. Only you who knows about whats on my heart is. I can't told it to anyone alive. Its chocked my neck I can't breathe well No matter for me to die when ever I am. Its not a big scared. My fear is if I die and my faith to you is taken away. How I come? I can't live without you. Please

Aku sedang ingin berbicara, Jadi kamu jangan nakal, *aku lagi ngomong sama google, biasa nih lagi males ngetik, jadi aku pake google speak* oke. Oh ya terus aku mau cerita, tolong tulis ya Tolong ketik! Ada seorang temanku, dia itu juga penggila Jepang-jepang lah, hal-hal kaya komik, anime, game, budaya apapun lah seperti itu. aku sebenarnya juga sangat suka Jepang, terutama animenya kalau untuk budaya yang gak terlalu *aku hard fans nya kakashi hateke #naruto#, sayang cuma anime 😭😭😭😭😭😭*. Nah ceritanya itu, aku lagi kangen sama temenku tersayang itu, lagi chat karena dia hidup di negeri antah berantah *eh malah curhat 😆😆😆😆* dan memang anak itu sangat mengesalkan *tapi ngangenin, ups! 😱😱* jadi kalau lagi ngobrol gitu, apa ya Pengen lempar sepatu ajalah sama ini anak. terus suatu hari dia tuh ngatain aku wibu. Maka aku mulailah mencari pengertiannya, perbadaan wibu sama Otaku. Kan kalau otaku udah cukup sering mendengar. Dan ternyata ada sedikit perbedaan antara wibu

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"Tell Him what you want, and let God make it happen" I have been thinking about my life for a few days, and at some point I realized that if I just kept quiet, I would be more stressed out. I am 22 years old now, and will be 23 next sepember. At  23 years old, I had to make achievements in life, at least for two things. first I had to find my soul mate, and the second I must to has property. I always have a plan in life, when I was 12, I have been thinking and writing what I would to do at age 22, when in thats moment, my class mates, my friends are still noisy with a cute ponytail. time passed, after graduated from college, I made a big decision. a bet. I live in a dream to become a geologist, but I just give in to the results of selection, instrumentation. and I'm not fighting more Now I have graduated. three months ago was my graduation and now have not got a permanent job. I started to get stressed and confused. My life plan is broken, its like I'm lost in

"When my heart is bad, my logic saves me" There are many things in this world that sometimes we can not understand, at least there are things that the level of complexity we can not understand. sometimes it feels like we want to give up, we want to let it go, we want to sit down and want to forget everything. Sometimes also comes a sense of self-disappointment, -a very bad feeling- it feels like chasing us and demanding that everything be back to me. everyone will feel it - definitely experience it -because it is part of the maturing process. Sometimes it also feels a bit hard to understand, unpleasant and annoying, it hurts like in our hearts to feel nothing, how to say, emptiness?, there is discomfort there - a kind of frustrating or depressing feels - all unpleasant things about life, but I'm also lucky because I always use logic. I am in sufficient portion so that in every way though like now -when I feel so bad- I can still control this well, even when I read every

"when will we give something to others? have you done it? do you know what sharing is?" Now is January 4, 2018. Who would have thought it was now the new year?. have you ever made a big choice, but unfortunately that choice was wrong ?. that's what I has done. right now I'm facing the consequences of that choice. and believe me it's not easy. my life was confusing. it's like to give up. but I know I will never give up. I will always survive. This morning I read a poster. a kind of graphical data about subber -people who have the activity of making subtitles -. there are many stories about their activities, and one of them says that what he is doing is purely for sharing so that it can benefit others. that's a good hobby. then I ask my self, what have I done for others? I've always lived with my own orientation. but for how long it will be? life for our own self will never give us satisfies. cause some times we just never know what we really want.